Alas, it i four am and once again i'm finding my head filled with thoughts and questions. My mind is racing which, therefrore, is preventing me from sleeping. I wish this would happen in the earlier hours of the day. I love to sleep, infact i'd say it was one of the few things i find myself loving lately. There are so many things that I don't like right now. I'm becoming so bitter towards some things/people/situations. Which is rare because I'm generlly a very happy and positive person. I guess that happens when drastic change is a virtue. It's a jungle out there(Marcus).
On another note, Anthony got a new job today. It causes him to be on the road for eight weeks at a time and then home for one selling magazines(har har har!) across Canada. Apparently it's solid cashflow, so I'm excited for him. Except the problem is, his week home ends four days before I leave for Katimavik. Which saddens me a great amount. He says we'll make it work though, so I'll trust him.
What else, what else? Oh, speaking of trust! I am now, as of today, a firm believer in the whole "the only person you can trust is yourself" thing. I just don't have any faith in anyone anymore.. with the exception of Anthonig & Amanda. Marcus can keep secrets too though. But fully trusting someone else has become immensely risky lately. ESPECIALLY at my place of work. What a ridiculous peice of work that place is.
One month and 10 days. God Speed, please.
Goodnight, world.
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